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Dreamed that I was making pear jam out of a giant pear. This pear was so sweet that I didn't need to add any sugar to make jam. It was pear shaped and the size of a butternut squash. The dream spent a lot of time trying to figure out the best way to do it. For some reason I was going to bake it, either whole or in pieces and then mash it. All that ( Read more... )

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Candy and I hiked from Wilhelm to McKeever and Rocky Basin today. Cold. The snow wasn't very deep so it was easy walking.

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I’ve been getting frightened, and disgusted with myself with the weight gain that I have been having. Resisting doing anything positive about it. Resisting controlling my food. Wanting to be free to eat whatever I want. But I guess that just doesn’t work. So this morning I did a calorie count of the food that I plan to eat today to keep it under ( Read more... )

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37. If you could eliminate one weakness or limitation in your life, what would it be?

I mentioned this also in question #18. It would be nice to not be a compulsive eater. I wish I had more stamina and energy - but I think that has to do with being overweight too. What would it be like to be "normal" and to want to eat the right amount of food ( Read more... )

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